it looks like we're waiting another month

I woke up this morning to a tiny bit of spotting, and though my optimistic brain wants me to believe it might be a positive sign, I'm thinking it's just a typical monthly one.  So I did what any mature adult would do:  I came to work, had a diet coke, and then used the interwebs to order some cheese balls.  I figure before the end of the week, I'll turn to heroin, but I believe that goals are achieved in baby steps. 

It does make me realize how slim our chances were this first month, and how many people have to wait for many months, even years to see results. 

For now, that offers me little relief. 


The cheese balls will help, though.