dag nabbit

All day long yesterday I had an extra spring in my step - cd26.  When I didn't wake up to a period, I figured this was good news.  Didn't have a period at lunchtime, even better.  Dinner -- wow, we may have gotten lucky this month.  Just when I think it's safe to be a little more optimistic, BAM -- cd1 pops up and we're onto month three.  I am trying to look at the positives this time, a January baby cuts those dreary winter months in half, but I'm not even convincing myself today.  We knew it would likely take several tries, but in the back of my mind I still thought we'd be one of those lucky few who ended up with a positive test at the end of the first month, or at least at the end of the second.

Okay, Susan...  Stop yourself.  Before we know it, it'll be IUI day again and we'll be back in the TwoWeekWait.  For now, I'm going to cook us some stir fry, have a few good beers, and watch some crap television.